random random again

Have been listening to I'm yours by jason mraz for more than a year..

and I'm stil lovin it =]

*claps*

never been so loyal to a song before..

lolx..

so,thumbs up for I'm yours.

really nice..

recently listening to:

-I'm yours by JM

-thinking of you by katy perry

-the climb by miley cyrus

-teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift

-love bug by jonas brother

-我真的受伤了 by 王宛之 [she's the composer for this song and now a singer,she's great]

they're not new songs though,

but they're better than that.

ohya,

recently also listening to:

-云南回忆第三乐章 by刘星

-秦兵马佣 by i dunno what orchestra

-Happy birthday song by chipmunks on youtube

-Dad's nagging = = [no link,caz it's limited edition and copyrighted,lolx]

ahhh...

wishing u were alive,black tan baby.

I always thought things aren't that bad when it happens,

but yet,

it was real bad.

when we took haruko to the vet for check up,

the doctor told us she got only 1 baby,so precious haha

But,the baby's position wasnt in the correct way,

the baby is sleeping oppositely..

so,until middle night of sunday,

yoong called me and told me haruko was about to give birth..

we were like so damn excited,

wondering how it looks like and what colour it is,

when haruko's ovum meets magic's sperm

haha

BUT

few minutes later,

yoong called me again..

i can feel the depression and disappoinment thru her voice

and i knew it..

yoong said the baby's leg came out first,

and the head couldnt come out smoothly and lack of oxygen..

so she died.

I really hope she was alive..

really..

I wish i could see her running,barking..trying to bite my feet..

but she couldn't..not at all..

my little black tan baby girl,

may u rest in peace..

I don't know why am I so depressed..

but...

I don't know...

it was like....

losing a family member.

The rose

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.

suddenly found tht the lyrics are interesting,

kinda agree,

I never fall in love because i never dare to love,

as we never learn to live bcaz we're afraid of dying..

but i'm happy with it..muahahahhaha

i only love myself hiak hiak hiak~

回~家~

回到温暖の家了，

好幸福哦！

回家看家人，看朋友，看小狗~

回家吃妈妈煮的饭~

人就是这样，

总把一切看得多么理所当然，

可是当失去之后，才知道拥有的好。

我就是离开家了，

才那么爱家~

这次回来日子过得很充实~

每天我好像跟屁虫一样，

我哥去哪，

我死都要跟着去。。

结果有时他干脆不出去，可能觉得我烦了。呵呵呵

不过剩下的日子也不多，他也要回澳洲了~

Dolly好胖好胖~

胖得让人无法抗拒，

狗怎么越胖越可爱呢~

我喜欢の一切现在都在我身边，

我的家人，我的家，我的朋友，我的狗，我喜欢吃的食物，我喜欢的自由，

一切的一切，啊~~爽啊~

刚刚从日本鬼节回来，

虽然去得有点迟，

但还是不碍我们狂欢の心情~

今年什么都没吃，

反而就是在台下狂舞~

跟着台上的舞者跳起日本传统舞蹈还有我们超级熟悉的rasa sayang~

是我们第一次在日本鬼节跳舞~

还引来了不少摄影机对我们产生兴趣，

可能我们太三八了

最后放烟花了，

虽然经济不景气，但烟花还是放得不少，

噼里啪啦的，把dolly吓死了~

呵呵。。

看烟花的时候我想，

谁说看烟花是和情人看才浪漫？

我说，

看烟花只要和喜欢の家人朋友们还有一只dolly就可以满足了~

我愈来愈觉得，

生活中缺乏爱情根本不是问题，

但却绝对少不了亲情&友情吧~！

我会勇敢地走下去

我总是在遇到困难的时候就拼命逃避，

遇到批评的时候就拼命安慰自己，

遇到别人的闲言闲语就默默哭泣，

遇到别人一大堆意见就措手不及，

我总是这样，

到后来自己心里想的是什么也被遗忘了，

可能我的看法原则上不一定是对的，

但我必须坚信，我会对的。

我真的可以对的。

所以，这次我选择勇敢地努力走下去！

恢复正常！

OMG 一切终于恢复正常啦！

竟然在我快回家了才恢复正常

@#$%^&*(

感动！~~

等会儿吃饭回来将update部落格！

把这两个月发生の事写下来~~~woohoo~

I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!muahahahhahahahahahahahahha

做了什么

日子一天一天过，

看着自己一天一天变老， 

人家18岁做了什么，

而我18岁做了什么？

我应该也是时候做些什么了吧！

做些对社会有贡献，对世界有帮助的事！ 

好，决定就从把宏伟砍死开始吧。。。 

然后分尸煮给在我部落格支持的朋友们吃，谢谢你们的支持！多多留言。。。